The - Last Tuesday of 2013

Bonus will be in after 2pm and something which I need to learn and make sure it sink into my head is.. Whatever money that doesn't belong to me, I should not be keeping it even if it was credited into my account.. For example my bonus.. ._.

Due to the over/careless/reckless spending throughout my 2013 I have to pay my dues and so there goes my BONUS! (I have to learn to blame myself). As much as I wanna whine and curse about how broke I am, there is absolutely no reason to, cause I am the one to be blame.. So fret not, insya'allah I try not to be reckless with my monies in 2014..

Its the End of 2013 and its NYE.. Resolution:

* Learn to save up
* Treat my eating disorder
* Be a better Muslim
* Lose that 10kg
* Stay healthy

Basic. Simple.

* Get pregnant (Insya'allah)
Missed out on that one..

HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps!!

The - Last Monday 2013

Its the last Monday of 2013.. Rode to work instead.. The car needs to go to the workshop today.. Instead of whining, I should be grateful, alhamdullilah it decided to fall ill in December where 'BONUS' is just around the corner..

We took the public yesterday.. We put our best footwear out!



Vans for the family!

And so.. last year, I did not set out any resolution 'cause the previous years I have trouble meeting up with my set up resolution.. but the year turn out pretty good to me.. this year, I think I may need to set up some expectation/resolution.. Starting with the most common/basic one: Savings.

Saving and me just doesn't seem to work hand in hand unless its something which I had sign up with the bank and it requires me to deposit a certain amount monthly.. That I already have.. what I wanted is a free-willing saving.. solely by me.. that I have trouble with.. but insya'allah I can make this work.. So lets just start with that!

The - Initial

The thing about starting a blog is that one has to be active in updating the blog.. but I'm not.. and i'll try to change, insya 'allah..

I've had like 2 previous blogs which only a couple of my friends knew existed and I had taken them down 'cos I had whine too much and maybe its just that I had exposed too much about others which I shouldn't have.. I feel wrong or maybe sinned is more appropriate..

I'd decided I need a blog as a journal.. so that in future my kid/s will know more about me.. it could be a life lesson for them too.. insya 'allah..

I have no intention to make this private or to announce to the whole wide web that this blog exist.. for those who stumble upon this, I am ok with that..

So, let me slowly bare myself here, literally..

As of today..
- I am 29 years old
- I am married to a man whom loves me more than I love myself
- I am a mother of 1 handsome son who is 2 years 4 months old
- I love to cook but too lazy to clean up
- I love my amazing house which me and husband design (the layout of course)
- I am a simpleton
- I have a very good relation with my ibu (mum), ayah (dad), my elder sister, and my younger sister & brother
- I am trying to get pregnant
- I have 2 BFF who promised to grow old together with
- I put my little family on top of everything else
- I am a working mummy, as much as I want to be a SAHM, its kinda difficult with the living cost in this little city continue to rise
- I love to read but just couldn't find the time
- I procrastinate
- I and trying hard to lose that 10kg of weight gain after giving birth 2 years ago
- I am almost penniless

In life, family comes first and everything else can be at the bottom.. At this moment, the above is the current me..

The only constant thing in life is change. - (I saw this on Alia's website)

change  (chnj)

v. changed, chang·ing, chang·es

v.tr.

1.

a. To cause to be different: change the spelling of a word.

b. To give a completely different form or appearance to; transform: changed the yard into a garden.

2. To give and receive reciprocally; interchange: change places.

3. To exchange for or replace with another, usually of the same kind or category: change one's name; a light that changes colors.

4.

a. To lay aside, abandon, or leave for another; switch: change methods; change sides.

b. To transfer from (one conveyance) to another: change planes.

5. To give or receive the equivalent of (money) in lower denominations or in foreign currency.

6. To put a fresh covering on: change a bed; change the baby.

v.intr.

1. To become different or undergo alteration: He changed as he matured.

2. To undergo transformation or transition: The music changed to a slow waltz.

3. To go from one phase to another, as the moon or the seasons.

4. To make an exchange: If you prefer this seat, I'll change with you.

5. To transfer from one conveyance to another: She changed in Chicago on her way to the coast.

6. To put on other clothing: We changed for dinner.

7. To become deeper in tone: His voice began to change at age 13.

n.

1. The act, process, or result of altering or modifying: a change in facial expression.

2. The replacing of one thing for another; substitution: a change of atmosphere; a change of ownership.

3. A transformation or transition from one state, condition, or phase to another: the change of seasons.

4. Something different; variety: ate early for a change.

5. A different or fresh set of clothing.

6.

a. Money of smaller denomination given or received in exchange for money of higher denomination.

b. The balance of money returned when an amount given is more than what is due.

c. Coins: had change jingling in his pocket.

7. Music

a. A pattern or order in which bells are rung.

b. In jazz, a change of harmony; a modulation.

8. A market or exchange where business is transacted.

Phrasal Verb:

change off

1. To alternate with another person in performing a task.

2. To perform two tasks at once by alternating or a single task by alternate means.

Idioms:

change hands

To pass from one owner to another.

change (one's) mind

To reverse a previously held opinion or an earlier decision.

change (one's) tune

To alter one's approach or attitude.

I've been struggling to change.. to be a better person.. insya 'allah I will..

And I hope I could start with the help of this blog..