The - Headache..

It has been 3 weeks of weekends that I stayed home.. 3 freaking weeks.. 6 weekends..

The slightest smell of anything nice or anything bad gives me the headache.. Liquids makes my tummy upset.. Walking too much gives me the headache.. Travelling to much gives me the headache.. Being driven gives me the headache..

I hope this phase will be over soon.. Cos I can't wait to gobble up on sushi!!!

The - Self reminder..

I have to keep reminding myself that nausea is good and i should be grateful and insya'allah i can do this!

The - Second..

Lethargic, cranky, tired, lazy..
Been feeling under the weather lately..
Been waking at 3.30am since Friday morning..
Been head banging at my desk after lunch time (this is a very rare case of sleepyhead)..
Food doesn't taste good anymore..
My feet are icy cold (even with the air-con in the office at my corner is off)..
Nothing seems to be going well/right..

But above all, I thank Allah for the rezeki that he has given.. Alhamdulillah..

The - Simple gesture..

What I need..
Hug + 'Are you ok?'

The - Referral

Today isn't a good day.. Went to the clinic and got the referral letter to the hospital.. Earliest available appointment is on the 26th March.. So from now till then I could only pray and hopefully it is not cancerous..

The registration and waiting to see the doctor takes up abt 3 hrs, and seeing the doctor takes abt 10 mins.. grrrrrr..

Came home and heard a bunch of moronic comments made from someone called "family".. But that doesn't mean all families are like that, at least not mine.. Lunch date with my sisters to ease the stress..