The - On hold..

During this period, everything was put on hold.. I became selfish and put myself first..

The last 6 weeks has been challenging, though it is my second, I am still struggling with the nausea.. I had stopped cooking for my husband.. I had stopped preparing his meals.. I had cut down play time with my dearest son.. I had spent all my weekends at home laying around the house doing absolutely nothing..

That was how lazy I got.. Like as if the nausea isn't enough, heartburn came last week.. I'm hugging the toilet bowl more that I hug my husband.. Its the same case with the 1st, I couldn't stand being near my husband.. Yeap! He is going thru tough time, AGAIN with the 2nd one..

Oh god, please give me the strength to get thru this again..

The - Laziness..

All I wanna do is lay in bed and watch TV.. Yup! To lay in bed and not doing anything.. That include not going to work..

I have not been cooking for the past 1 month.. I have not prepare any food for my dearest husband.. Guilty yes.. But i have a reason to be away from the kitchen at this moment..

Hopefully the sensitivity to smell gets better soon.. Cos i am truly sorry for my husband who has to eat takeaway for the past month.. I'm sorry baby!